| | you think you know who your true friends are? well wait until you get into highschool and see who is there for you when your ex boyfriend spreads rumors about you.. Think you'll never do drugs? well wait until its right in front of you and all of your "friends" are doing it. think your tough? Wait until you say the wrong thing to the wrong person and see who backs down first. Think your smart? Wait until you have an English paper, science project, and a history test because you were absent for one day. Think your cool? wait until your the only one who doesn't make the sports team, see how cool you are then. Think you'll never fall in love? Wait until a guy looks deep in your eyes and says he loves you. Think you'll never get your heart broken? wait until that same guy who said he loved you is holding another girl behind ur back. Think you wont have sex? Wait until the guy you think you love says it will make you closer. Think "nothings going to happen to you"? Yea wait until your sitting in a jail cell, wonderin how you got caught. Think that your always going to be your own individual? Well wait til one morning when you look in the mirror and your just like everybody else.
?Somewhere? b e t w e e n the procrastination, the homework <<<YUCK, the *friendships*, and the nasty! cafeteria food, the calls to old friends . . . the L I miss yous L . . .And the LI LOVE YOUSL . . . And the What are we doing tonights? . . . somewhere b-e-t-w-e- e-n all of the changing and growing And the skipping classes, the studying for tests, And the ((pretending to be studying for tests)), And the downright !!!NOT!!! studying for tests, <<I forgot>> . . . I forgot what it meant to “cry” . . . II forgot that pretending to be happy DOESNT make you happyI . . . I f o r g o t that “pretending to be smart doesnt make you smart” . . . And that pretending to be” ok” doesnt make you ok . . . I forgot that you cant YOU JUST CANT FORGET THE PAST in fear of the future . . . I forgot that you cant control Hfalling in loveH . . . And that you cant make yourself fall in love . . . I learned . . . I learned that I can LOVE. . . I learned that its ok to mess up . . . And its ok to ask for help . . . And its ok to feel like crap . . . I learned its ok to complain and whine to all your friends for a whole day . . . That somehow they'll make it all *BETTER* . . . I learned that sometimes THE THINGS YOU WANT MOST YOU JUST CANT HAVE . . . I learned that the GREATEST THING about high school ISNT going to be who is “the most popular” or going to be *THE PARTIES” . . . Or the drinking not even the hook-ups . . . Its the friendships, which means taking chances . . . I learned that sometimes the things we forgive and forget are the things which we most need to TALK out . . . I learned that letters from friends are the most important things. . . And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better . . . But, basically, I just learned that my friends, Both old and new, Are the most important people to me
in the world . ..
maybe he just doesnt notice me...maybe im just not his one and only like i thought i was!!!
i want you but do you want me??
<<<333
i love my friends even though they can be stupid...or forget about the way we used to be before they get bfs..i still love yall!!! MALLORY...SARAH..PRICILLA...CODY!! |
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